My absence.

[Leon]

Hello everyone.

I wanted to post something for all of you, giving you all an idea of where I have been these last few weeks.

Lately, I have been so busy with work that I have not had much of a chance to take care of myself properly. I've fallen into a nasty eating habit, sleeping habit, and have been in an all around bad mood. This has deepened into a more direct case of depression, as well as anxiety. With this, I have also been dealing with very... strenuous things in my home life as well. I will refrain from going into detail, but it consists of college matters, potential surgeries, my family, and finally my muse.

I have been around, that much is certain, but when I sit down after a day at work, I cannot even begin to form an idea for RP. I apologize for this, though I know that its not something that I should apologize for. None the less, I feel like I owe a partial apologie to everyone for my saying that I'll work on something soon and the like.

I am not in a good place right now in my life. I wanted to share this with all of you because firstly, I respect all of you and think that you should know what is going on, and secondly, I think of all of you as a second family. I care about each of you, and don't want people wondering if I've gone and fallen into a hole or something.

So, suffice to say, I'm struggling with life, as we all do from time to time, but I wanted people to know that I am indeed alive, though in serious need of fixing things. I hope that this message finds all of you well.

Thank you,
Leon.

[Mokobo]

There's no need to apologize Leon ^_^ While I'm sorry to hear things haven't been so great as of late (all though this is a late reply so hopefully things are going better?) I'm confident that you'll find the means to pull through it. The RP's will still be here when you do =D

We all know how trying life can be at times, and it seems like most of us have been predisposed lately as well. Just try and find the silver lining in the clouds and keep hope in your heart. Also, you know that if you ever need a neutral party to rant to I'm always happy to oblige.

Keep your chin up Leon, and I look forward to RPing with you when you once more have the time. =)

[Leon]

Hey everyone. An update.

I'll be blunt and to the point. I'm not in a good spot mentally. My anger and depression have worsened, I'm hardly home at all these days, and my stress level of how I'm going to make ends meet with the start of the new month.

So, that comes to the point in which I have not wanted to reach. I will be sitting down with a doctor to discuss options for my depression, and trying to make a regular schedule with both of my jobs. That means, however, that I will not be able to post on here for quite some time.

So, in effect, I'm going dark for a little while. I don't know how long, unfortunately, but I wanted at least to let you guys know what's going on.

Thank you,
Leon.

[Relairah]

Oh man. *Snuggles* Good luck, Leon :/ We'll be here for you. I hope you'll be able to get a good schedule going and get the depression worked out. It's definitely not something easy to deal with. No worries on our end, though, seriously. We all have lives and the point is for everyone to just enjoy rp when they can so don't feel bad.

[Leon]

Hello all you lovely people.

It is I, Leon, you're beloved, if not overly narcissistic, technomancer assassin, and I have come with an update.

As you all well know, I haven't been around due to my dealings with a resurgence of depression, a financial situation, and all around general life things. Now, I'm not here to say that all of those issues have been dealt with, but I will say that some of them have been moved forward with.

My depression has lightened, thankfully having been able to just do what I needed to do without needing medication, my job situation is looking much better, and I might be able to pull off just having one new job! If things go the way that I hope that they do, I will have (finally) a normal schedule, which means I can get back to doing several of the things that I love to do; namely RP, and read.

I have wanted to hop on here more often, as I have missed you all. This week is looking to be somewhat slow at work, so I think that I will have some time to myself and actually work on an RP response.

Anyhow, enough of me rambling. I wanted to say that I am more or less back, and will be trying to get back into the swing of things around here.

I'll say it again, because it's something that I can honestly say, I've missed each of you, and I'm greatly looking forward to working with all of you very soon.

Cheers,

Leon

[Mokobo]

First off; Welcome Back Leon! -throws the traditional homecoming pie- ^_^

Now that the Monkey business is out of the way, I want to say how glad I am to hear that the darkness is lifting for you. I know all too well how dreary the struggle can be, and as such it eases my mind to know that things are going well for you =D As for the job thing, I'm sure it will pan out (I just happen to have started a new one too xD) and I'm sure having some stability to your schedule will only help to lighten the weight of everything else.

I'm sure I speak for everyone when I say we're really glad to have you back ^-^ I personally look forward to some of those massive replies you're prone to ;D In any case, it's good to know things are going better.

>.> Maybe now I can convince you to make that pack-lands character >=D